Salam Terakhir~

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Salam untuk semua.

Maaf kerana terpaksa mencoret post kali ini dalam bahasa ibunda,

Hari ini tanggal 25hb Jun 2008 genaplah 7 hari Allahyarham Darwish Kamaruzzaman Bin Ramly meninggal dunia.

Allahyarham baru sahaja berumur setahun 10 hari pada hari kematiannya.

Allahyarham menghadapi masalah jantung kerana jantungnya hanya mempunyai 3 injap dan tidak dapat mengepam total darah dengan sempurna.

Saya diberitahu tentang kematian Allahyarham, dua hari sebelum saya menghadapi peperiksaan IELTS (International English Language Test System).

Tidak saya duga, dia pergi terlalu awal tanpa sakit2 seperti selalu.

Dia pergi dengan aman.

Dari jauh, saya hanya mampu berdoa agar segala upacara pengebumian berjalan dengan lancar.

Walaupun tidak dapat memberi penghormatan terakhir kepada Allahyarham, sedikit terkilan tetapi saya percaya pada qada' dan qadar yang Allah telah tetapkan.

Hubungan saya dengan Allahyarham ialah sepupu..sepupu yang amat rapat dan kerap saya berjumpa semasa hayatnya.

Dia dipinjamkan hanya sementara.

Terkadang saya terfikir, ada juga hikmah disebalik pemergiannya, tentu Allah lebih menyayanginya dan tak ingin ibu dan ayahnya menderita melihat penderitaannya.

Akhir kata.

Semoga rohnya ditempatkan di tempat orang-orang yang beriman di sisi AllahSWT dan dapat memberi syafaat kepada kedua ibu bapanya di akhirat kelak.

Amin~ Allahyarham pada hari2 terakhirnya

Being tagged agAIN (this time from ms KeL)

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1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes, i do believe it! :)

2. Have you ever felt stupid? Why?
yes..when my face cant stop blushing and people noticed it!

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Venice..for honeymoon in the future
Mecca..for fulfilling one of the 5 pillars of Islam
New Zealand..for vacation study!

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Whatever I do..will not disappoint my parents and can contribute to the society

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, I love it! I believe it gives symbol for something..'there's always a rainbow after the rain' would means after you went through all the sadness, you'll be rewarded of happiness.

6. Do you like being who you are today?
Yes but I should be better for tomorrow.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Use the money to build a bungalow house, well-equipped with expensive-imported-furnitures, is designed by professional architects..just for my beloved mother! ( I know all she works for is to make this dream comes to be true eventhough she knows working with government would not offer you so much money to fulfill her dream :( )

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yes..but now, I dont think so..

9. Who are the top five people in the world you would wish to meet?
- Jay Chou
- YB Nurul Izzah Anwar
- JK Rowling
- any Nobel Prize winner
- Saidatina Aishah R.A

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
to be loyal, understanding, stable work position, nice, treat me with respect!
loves me of course,

11. Which type of cars U love the most?
mesti kena tinggi, cute, not so big and engine below 2000cc (dapat subsidi dr kerajaan..skang minyak naek!)

12. Please put one quote below
If u dare to dream, U must dare to make it real!

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point out even it would hurt me a lot! (jgn tiba2 senyap x selesa kawan ngn ak then tiba2 dengn x bg explanation pape cuba menjauhkan diri dr aku..aku x ske!)

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family and my best evr special friends..i want them to be happy always!

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I would say yes especialy on footwear..jgn la bg aku jumpa kedai kasut weyh tolong ae!

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
Cd player

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My childish-sensitive character (cubala jadi independent sket farah oooi)

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
when I got bad marks for any quizes, test, and exams..and pointer! ( I would feel damn depressed!!!)

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
No, I dont.. I'm afraid because what happens in the future actually depends on the present...I'm afraid I might ruin everything~

20. Do you like to do tag or being tagged by others?
Yes..thanks to Kel for tagging me!

::A Precious Moment Together::

8:52 PM Posted In Edit This 3 Comments »
Sleepover was super fun this year. We didn't have the normal watching-movie-together session but instead we watched our last sleepover that took place in Far's house. All of us laughed like mad watching ourselves. Its amazing how time flies and all you're left with are memories...sigh...

So, after watching the video, all of us got cosy in Syaz's room and talked all night long while munching on leftover pizzas and Syazana's delicious chocolate muffins. I absolutely loved the muffins because they weren't that sweet and I could taste the bitterness of the coco powder. Out of all 5 of us, I ate the most muffins..hehe..I even took some back home. Thanks Syaz!

We had a barbecue the next day. Yay!! Syaz and Far made the salads while me, Fadh, and Tqah were in charge of the barbecuing. Syaz's mum already prepared the chicken with the marinades and also the sausages. All of us ate like there's no tomorrow and when I went back home, I was still full till dinner. We went back home late in the afternoon with a full stomach and a happy heart.

I will never forget this years sleepover because me and Far got lectured by our parents. Well, I think I got the worst lecturing compared to her because both of us were in Subang but because of this sleepover, we took the earliest bus to go back to Batu Pahat(BP). We reached BP on Wednesday night and went back to Subang on Friday morning. So you can imagine why our parents weren't that happy with both of us. But its worth getting scolded from my parents because I had a blasting time with my best friends. Like what Far said, 'Appreciate the time you have with your loved ones so that you won't regret later in life'( or something like that).

Oh, by the way, I'm going to get Tqah and Fadh later one day cuz they pulled a prank on me and Far on the night of the sleepover. You better watch out guys!!
Too bad Daia couldn't make it for the sleepover though. She's way too busy helping her parents out. Don't worry Daia, we never forgot about you even for a single minute during the sleepover( obviously I'm lying, but really did miss you very much..sob..sob..).

I wonder if we can have another sleepover soon?? How soon I wonder? After 4 to 5 years?? Hmm, whatever it is I'm looking forward for it to happen.
Lots of love,

Picts editted by Far aka tiArA

NO Doubt,

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Finally, final is over!
Now, got Ielts exam on 21st of June.
Without class or the workshop..I dont think I can pass the exam with the target band.
It's so sad that my ppou batch 07/08 did not get the same treatment as our seniors.
Talking about the exam just now.
I only have to take two papers..which are Physics ( CODE:PHY132) and Calculus 2 (CODE:MATF133).
But, those two papers transformed me to behave like I'm not me..haha, ~something like that~
The physics which was tested on Monday was so-so.
While the calculus which was on Tuesday, (OMG!) it was so so hard that i cant imagine. The questions need us to show our calculation nearly 2-3 pages (as I've got bigger handwriting).
The time is limited.
It's hard that I cannot do confidently.
I managed to calm down.
And let bygone be bygone.
Of course, I'll repeat that paper next semester.
There's no doubt about it.

Now, I'm writing this post using my best friend's laptop (PASSWORD: vitruvianman).
If you read this RAf, you have to make sure that you change your password after this.
Subang is a nice place.
I like it.
There's so much freedom and you have to meet many people, different type of people that you have to get used to it.
Think better and appreciate more.
Here, I've found the people that dont have the same 'wavelength' with mine and cant reach my 'frequency'.
I have to adapt and habituate myself.
One day I'll study abroad..and I'll see the same situation.
Malay's here are likely to become westernized.
You can make friends with them because somehow there're nice but be careful and pray to God that you'll not easily get influenced by them.

Yesterday, I went to watch movie with Ila.
Prom Night is a light movie, not so're having fun actually.
Then, shopping..bought very nice leather *****,
then straight away coming here.
Suddenly, Syazana's texted me.

"Jom sleepover at my house! My dad xe smpi 18hb..I was thinking of having a barbecue..Jom3x!!!!"

At first, I thought..I cant make it..its so fast and crazy.
Usually for sleepover party, each year..we've planned two or three weeks before but, this time its just happen yesterday!
And today,
we (me and raf) are going to slumber party 2008 at Syaz's place!
~girls ONLY~
ok then,
till here

Get DOwn!

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just came back from home ysterday
my mom's sickness drove me crazy
maybe she missed me too much
reached home on wed's evening
then, my sis got very low blood pressure
and she's feeling weak
likely to become unconcious
my bro got his camping programme
no one at home
except my father
who also not very well
he's got his slipped disc
i'm the one who're in good health
and can do the house chores
even so sleepy and exhausted
from the journey last night
but i told myself
"I have to be strong!"
took care of them all the day
a tiring day
after breakfasting on that day
have to study
final is just2 around the corner
really messed up this time
i dun have the 'mood'
i told myself again
'Dont give up!'
until this precious time God give me
i am still *****
(dunno how to describe what i feel right now)

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i've just realize
i'm not tooo good
i'm not tooo bad also
i'm invisible
i'm nobody
i'm clueless
i'm blur
i'm not happy
i'm not sad
i'm speechless
i'm ME!
~R E A L I Z E mode~
Realize by Colbie Caillat,
[Verse 1:]
Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.
[Verse 2:]
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.
If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.
[Verse 3:]
It's not all the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other
Just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized
If you just realize what I just realized
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Realize, realizeRealize, realize


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______Bahasa Melayu mode______

HKSBP Kebangsaan 2008 Kontinjen STF yang disertai oleh Dynamites (Pasukan Bola Keranjang), Pasukan Debat Bahasa Melayu & Pasukan Debat Bahasa Inggeris akan bertanding dalam Hari Kecemerlangan Sekolah Berasrama Penuh (HKSBP) Kebangsaan di SEMSAH, Jitra, Kedah mulai 23 hingga 26 Mei 2008.Semua Srikandi dan warga STF yang berada di utara diminta memberikan sokongan padu kepada kontinjen STF.

Dynamites akan mewakili Zon Selatan selepas menjadi Johan HKSBP Zon Selatan pada bulan April lalu dan berhasrat mengekalkan kejuaraan tahun lepas sebagai Johan Bola Keranjang HKSBP Kebangsaan.

Berikut adalah jadual perlawanan

23hb Mei '08 (Jumaat) 9:30 pagi STF lwn Hulu Selangor Gelanggang C 5:00 ptg STF lwn Sains Kuching Gelanggang C
24hb Mei '08 (Sabtu) 5:00 ptg STF lwn Sains Pokok Sena Gelanggang C
25hb Mei '08 (Ahad) 11.00 pagi STF lwn Sek Sains Faris Petra Gelanggang C
26hb Mei '08 (Isnin) 8:00 pagi Separuh akhir3.30 ptg Akhir (Perempuan)5:00 ptg Akhir (Lelaki)

Srikandi dan para penyokong disarankan memakai T-shirt yg berlogo STF atau warna hijau/putih.

STF Johan.. kalahkan Sains Sabah : 48-16.
Tahniah berjaya mengekalkan Juara Bertahan!
STF vs SSP : 41-14.
STF berjaya ke Akhir pada jam 3.30 ptg ini.
STF vs SMS Pokok Sena 66-4STF vs SMS Kuching 59-30
STF vs SMASHUR 60-10
Tahniah buat pasukan STF.

Sorry ikkey, copy ur post tak gtau dulu..
N thanks!

P/s: Even basketball xde kaitan dengan dunia ku, tp saje post nh sebab bangga jd STFians..ahaks~ Apa salahnya benda baik kita banggakan..salah ke? huhu,