I got to be strong~

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Dear my faithful readers,

I'm sorry for not updating anything since the first week I reached New Zealand.

There were so much I want to share but I ended up by dissapointing you guys...

I'm totally sorry~





A very hectic month, I can conclude.

and a very hard weeks I've been through



I felt so horrible

I'm afraid

I'm totally freak out

I'm just nothing~



Its all about the big test that I've performed.

and I worked very hard for it

but the result was just so-so



I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice inside my head sayin,

You'll never reach it,



I need my mom

and Rafidah



I missed ,my family, hogryslywarts

and almost everyone~



But. No one respond

to my calls.



Every step I'm taking,

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but

IGot to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

Now I realized that I'm far from home

I'm big girl

and I woke up become someone who can handle things right

WIthout ANYONE helps.

I make up my mind: I NEED to stand with my own feet~


There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,

I made my mistakes

and I wont ever repeat the mistakes again!

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb



The struggles I'm facing,

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down but

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm going to remember most

Just got to keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on, cause



There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,



Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb



Keep on moving

Keep climbing

Keep the faith

It's all about

It's all about

The climb



Keep the faith

Keep your faith!

P/s:thanx to Fadhilah for reminding me this special song: The climb by Miley. Even we dun even talk. You made me feel much much better~
I miss u~~~~and Raf, Syaz, Atiqah, Hidayah muahhxxx